Many people say I'm heartless.
Many people say I should be more like normal human.
Sensitive, caring and all.
But many people don't know
Don't know how many tears have I shed at night because I'm hurt.
Don't know how hard I'm trying to act ok.
Don't know how hard I'm working to change myself to be like normal human.
Don't know how worthless I felt every time I'm told that I'm not good enough.
Don't know how hurt I was but I still smile.
Don't know how hard I tried to protect ur heart.
Don't know how many times I tried to commit suicide.
THAT'S RIGHT!
YOU DON'T KNOW!!
YOU TOOK MY KINDNESS FOR GRANTED!!
and when I turned heartless, you judge.
But you don't know
THE ONE WHO TURNED ME HEARTLESS WAS YOU!
THE ONE WHO TURNED ME THIS WAY WAS YOU!
IT WAS ALL YOU!
I'm tired.
Tired of saying "I'm fine".