Why me??!! I gave u what u wanted the most but this is what u do to me?? What have i done wrong?? I gave it all up so u could be happy, but u gave me this?? My soul is torn by what u did.... i can't believe u... i hide it all... i hide all my sorrow... not even my bff knows... i took so much care for u.... my heart is shattered but i still stand up and gave u happiness... i try to keep it all by myself... i don't want my bff to know... they need not to worry about me.. but now, tears is shedding down.... i wish for more than ever that u would just see how much have i done for u.... I know, I'm the one who choose this way, but i need a little happiness to u know...
I feel like taking my things, run off to Japan and marry anime.... the easiest escape....