Its something that i sacrificed for someone else's happiness... and truthfully, i regret doing that... i regret a lot... i wish i could turn back time... i wish i had never done that for u... u're so emotional that u never think about what people have done for you... and yet you blame on people when u're mad or sad... have u ever look into your mistake?? Yes, its true that people still stay with u... but when people gets fed up, they'll leave u... believe me when i say that if u don't change now, don't regret the future.. in front of you, yes, i am a very happy person.. but u don't know how many tears have i shed for u at night... would u pls change?? For ur own sake..
Monday 30 September 2013
Sunday 29 September 2013
Why?!! Why me?!!!
Why me??!! I gave u what u wanted the most but this is what u do to me?? What have i done wrong?? I gave it all up so u could be happy, but u gave me this?? My soul is torn by what u did.... i can't believe u... i hide it all... i hide all my sorrow... not even my bff knows... i took so much care for u.... my heart is shattered but i still stand up and gave u happiness... i try to keep it all by myself... i don't want my bff to know... they need not to worry about me.. but now, tears is shedding down.... i wish for more than ever that u would just see how much have i done for u.... I know, I'm the one who choose this way, but i need a little happiness to u know...
I feel like taking my things, run off to Japan and marry anime.... the easiest escape....
Sunday 22 September 2013
The truth...
The truth sometimes gives pleasure, but when it doesn't, it hurts like hell...
Piano is my life.. the white keys are happiness and the black keys are sadness.... and a song that i love so much uses the black key more than the white...
Simplify my life perfectly....
Saturday 21 September 2013
My wish.. ^_^
For the 15 years I live, i have one wish... it's been my secret... no one knows it... NOT EVEN MY BFF~!!! it's what i want the most... it's what not everyone would think of....
I hope my wish will come true one day... ^_^
Thursday 19 September 2013
:'(
Sorg ni prnh kata kat aq, jgn tipu perasaan sendiri mell...
Sorg lg prnh kata kat aq, kita kena jg ht diri kita sendiri.. jgn biar dia terseksa....
Mmg btl ckp korg... aq x ikut ckp hampa, skrg aq terseksa...
Aq tipu diri sendiri kata aq x da perasaan... aq jg ht org sampai ht sendiri terluka... semuanya slh aq... slh diri sendiri...
Tuesday 17 September 2013
Sacrifice.. :')
Those things that can make others happy sometimes will hurt us alot... and thats what we call sacrifice...
Sometimes is best to let something go before it hurts you.. cause it hurts alot.... i know cause thats what I'm going through...
It's too late to change everything now... just let it go mell... it will come back one day if fate decreed it would...
Unspoken words hurts... but mell, you chose the way of making people happy.. so live with it.. even if it hurts u so much that u could just die...
~Btw, thats my fanart of tonari no kaibutsu-kun...
Monday 16 September 2013
WHY?!!
I smile, i laugh, i joke.. i do everything but why my tears keep on falling??? TEARS STOP!!! Stop torturing urself mell... u'll break into pieces...
Sunday 15 September 2013
Sbr mell...
Sbr mell... 16 hr lg nk pmr... jgn biarkan kemrhan menguasai hg... nnt entah result hg melayang cmna... igt mell, break the rocks now, and u'll find the diamonds... sbr sbr.... lps pmr nnt, hg luahkan semua perasaan hg... apa hg tkt?? Tu kwn hg kan ada... panggil je depa back up hg, msti koma trs kwn tu... relax mell... biar la dia nk ckp apa pun.. lps pmr, hg bw kwn hg jumpa dia... kecut hbs.... sbr mell sbr.... igt mak hg mell.. igt mak hg.... nnt akan ada org yg akan ubatkan kesedihan hg... don't worry...
~They'll be there for u mell... believe that...
1 YEAR~!!!
1 year already passed... so close to our exams...
I just want to say... DO UR BEST!!! I know u are better than me so prove it..
^_^
Saturday 14 September 2013
I don't mind..
I don't mind doing things for u.. people say I'm crazy.. but i don't care... i don't mind spending nights to help u... i don't mind spending time to write those essay for u.... i don't mind at all...
As long as it can help u achieve ur dreams, i don't mind...
Friday 6 September 2013
Heart Attack-Demi Lovato
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you I'm never good enough
When I don't care
I can play him like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make him bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes you, make me so nervous that
I just can't hold your hand
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Brings more trouble than it all is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I'll take off and run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I'll burst into flames
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Thursday 5 September 2013
PMR~!!
Konbanwa minna~!!!
27 more days to PMR~!!! Pergh stress~!!!
apa2 pun, do ur best everyone...
GAMBATEH MINNA~!!!
Kyowa arigato...
Tuesday 3 September 2013
Ambil kau~!!! Hahahaahaha~!!
Semlm 'dia' pujuk aq srh sbr... hr ni, aq hbq kat mak aq trs... sng.. x pyh aq nk stress.. aman dunia... tula, never ignore my warnings....
Aq kan, klu sorg tu nk melwn, aq biaq je... bila aq lwn blk, hg tgk la.. aq xkan bg hg hidup tng...
When i say, think of it first before u ignore...
If i can think for ur sayings, why can't u??
Monday 2 September 2013
Haha~!!
Haha best gila tadi.. mell study dgn study partner mell.. mula2 elok je... lpstu lama sikit sembang, lama sikit main dgn kucing... pstu pekenakan org trs...
Adui, keras prt mell glk... mmg x blh belah...
Satu apa pun x igt.. hha x la, adala igt sikit2
Sunday 1 September 2013
U made me smile :D
Awww, its so nice of you... u texted me.. u listen to my problem... well, even if what u reply was just 3 sentence... but they are very meaningful to me... u did it again.. U MADE ME SMILE~!!! THANK YOU~!!